Chapter 34
BANKIM CHANDRA
Saturday, December 6, 1884
ADHAR
ADHAR, A GREAT DEVOTEE of SRI RAMAKRISHNA,
lived in Sobha bazar in the northern section of Calcutta. Almost every day,
after finishing his hard work at the office and returning home in the late afternoon,
he paid SRI
RAMAKRISHNA a visit. From his home in Calcutta he would go to
Dakshineswar in a hired carriage. His sole delight was to visit the MASTER.
But he would hear very little of what SRI RAMAKRISHNA said; for, after saluting the MASTER
and visiting the temples, he would lie down, at the MASTER's request, on a mat
spread on the floor and would soon fall asleep. At nine or ten O'clock he would
be awakened to return home. However, he considered himself blessed to be able
to visit the God-man of Dakshineswar. At ADHAR's request SRI RAMAKRISHNA often visited his
home. His visits were occasions for religious festivals. Devotees in large
numbers would assemble, and ADHAR would feed them sumptuously. One day,
while SRI
RAMAKRISHNA was visiting his home, ADHAR said to him: "Sir,
you haven't come to our house for a long time. The rooms seemed gloomy; they
had a musty smell. But today the whole house is cheerful; the sweetness of your
presence fills the atmosphere. Today I called on God earnestly. I even shed
tears while praying. "Is that so?" the MASTER said tenderly, casting a
kindly glance on his disciple.
SRI RAMAKRISHNA arrived at ADHAR's house with his
attendants. Everyone was in a joyous mood. ADHAR had arranged a rich feast. Many
strangers were present. At ADHAR's invitation, several other deputy
magistrates had come; they wanted to watch the MASTER and judge his holiness. Among
them was BANKIM
Chandra Chatterji, perhaps the greatest literary figure of Bengal during the
later part of the nineteenth century. He was one of the creators of modern
Bengali literature and wrote on social and religious subjects. BANKIM
was a product of the contact of India with England. He gave modern
interpretations of the Hindu scriptures and advocated drastic social reforms.
SRI RAMAKRISHNA had been talking happily with the
devotees when ADHAR
introduced several of his personal friends to him.
ADHAR (introducing BANKIM): "Sir, he is a
great scholar and has written many books. He has come here to see you. His name
is BANKIM
Babu."
MASTER (smiling): "BANKIM!
Well, what has made you bent?"
BANKIM (smiling): "Why, sir, boots
are responsible for it. The kicks of our white MASTERs have bent my body."
Meaning of Radha and Krishna
MASTER: "No, my dear sir! Sri Krishna
was bent on account of His ecstatic love. His body was bent in three places
owing to His love for Radha. That is how some people explain Sri Krishna's
form. Do you know why He has a deep-blue complexion? And why He is of such
small stature-only three and a half cubits measured by His own hand? God looks
so as long as He is seen from a distance. So the water of the ocean looks blue
from afar. But if you go near the ocean and take the water in your hand, you
will no longer find it blue; it will be very clear, transparent. So the sun
appears small because it is very far away; if you go near it, you will no
longer find it small. When one knows the true nature of God, He appears neither
blue nor small. But that is a far-off vision;one does not see it except
in samādhi. As long as 'I' and 'you' exist, name and form will also
exist. Everything is God's lila. His sportive pleasure. As long as a man is
conscious of 'I' and 'you', he will experience the manifestations of God
through diverse forms.
Purusha and Prakriti imply and, Their inner
harmony
"Sri
Krishna is the Purusha; Srimati is His Śakti, the Primal Power. The two are
Purusha and Prakriti. What is the meaning of the Yugala Murti, the conjoined
images of Radha and Krishna? It is that Purusha and Prakriti are not different;
there is no difference between them. Purusha cannot exist without Prakriti, and
Prakriti cannot exist without Purusha. If you mention the one, the other is
understood. It is like fire and its power to burn; one cannot think of fire
without its power to burn; again, one cannot think of fire's power to burn
without fire. Therefore in the conjoined images of Radha and Krishna, Krishna's
eyes are fixed on Radha and Radha's on Krishna. Radha's complexion is golden,
like lightning; so Krishna wears yellow apparel. Krishna's complexion is blue,
like a dark cloud; so Radha wears a blue dress; she has also decked herself
with blue sapphires. Radha has tinkling anklets; so Krishna has them too. In
other words, there is inner and outer harmony between Purusha and
Prakriti."
As SRI RAMAKRISHNA finished these words, BANKIM
and his friends began to whisper in English.
MASTER (smiling, to BANKIM and the others):
"Well, gentlemen! What are you talking about in English?"
ADHAR: "We are discussing what you
have just said, your explanation of Krishna's form."
MASTER (smiling): "That reminds me of
a funny story. It makes me want to laugh. Once a barber was shaving a
gentleman. The latter was cut slightly by the razor. At once he cried out,
'Damn!' But the barber didn't know the meaning of the word. He put his razor
and other shaving articles aside, tucked up his shirt-sleeves-it was winter-,
and said: 'You said "damn" to me. Now you must tell me its meaning.'
The gentleman said: 'Don't be silly. Go on with your shaving. The word doesn't
mean anything in particular; but shave a little more carefully.' But the barber
wouldn't let him off so easily. He said, 'If "damn" means something
good, then I am a "damn", my father is a "damn", and all my
ancestors are "damns". (All laugh.) But if it means something bad,
then you are a "damn", your father is a "damn", and all
your ancestors are "damns". (All laugh.) They are not only
"damns", but "damn-damn-damn-da-damn-damn".'"(Loud
laughter.)
As the laughter stopped, BANKIM began the conversation.
MASTER and preaching
BANKIM: "Sir, why don't you
preach?"
MASTER (smiling): "Preaching? It is
only a man's vanity that makes him think of preaching. A man is but an
insignificant creature. It is God alone who will preach-God who has created the
sun and moon and so illumined the universe. Is preaching such a trifling
affair? You cannot preach unless God reveals Himself to you and gives you the
command to preach. Of course, no one can stop you from preaching. You haven't
received the command, but still you cry yourself hoarse. People will listen to
you couple of days and then forget all about it. It is like any other
sensation; as long as you speak, people will say, 'Ah! He speaks well'; and the
moment you stop, everything will disappear.
"The milk in the pot hisses and swells as long as there
is heat under it. Take away the heat, and the milk will quiet down as before.
Preaching without God's command
"One
must increase one's strength by sādhanā; otherwise one cannot preach. As
the proverb goes: 'You have no room to sleep yourself and you invite a friend
to sleep with you.' There is no place for you to lie down and you say: 'Come,
friend! Come and lie down with me.' (Laughter.)
"Some people used to befoul the bank of the Haldārpukur
at Kamarpukur every morning. The villagers would notice it and abuse the
offenders. But that didn't stop it. At last the villagers filed a petition with
the Government. An officer visited the place and put up a sign: 'Commit no
nuisance. Offenders will be punished.' That stopped it completely. Afterwards
there was no more trouble. It was a government order, and everyone had to obey
it.
"Likewise, if God reveals Himself to you and gives you
the command, then you can preach and teach people. Otherwise, who will listen
to you?"
The visitors were listening seriously.
Life after death
MASTER (to BANKIM): "I understand you
are a great pundit and have written many books. Please tell me what you think
about man's duties? What will accompany him after death? You believe in the
hereafter, don't you?"
BANKIM: "The hereafter? What is
that?"
MASTER: "True. When a man dies after
attaining Knowledge, he doesn't have to go to another plane of existence; he
isn't born again. But as long as he has not attained Knowledge, as long as he
has not realized God, he must come back to the life of this earth; he can never
escape it. For such a person there is a hereafter. A man is liberated after
attaining Knowledge, after realizing God. For him there is no further coming
back to earth. If a boiled paddy-grain is sown, it doesn't sprout. Just so, if
a man is boiled by the fire of Knowledge, he cannot take part any more in the
play of creation; he cannot lead a worldly life, for he has no attachment to
'woman and gold'. What will you gain by sowing boiled paddy?"
BANKIM (smiling): "Sir, neither does
a weed serve the purpose of a tree.'
MASTER: "But you cannot call a Jnāni
a weed. He who has realized God has obtained the fruit of Immortality-not a
common fruit like a gourd or a pumpkin. He is free from rebirth. He is not born
anywhere-on earth, in the solar world, or in the lunar world.
"Analogy is one-sided. You are a pundit; haven't you
read logic? Suppose you say that a man is as terrible as a tiger. That doesn't
mean that he has a fearful tail or a tiger's pot-face! (All laugh.)
"I said the same thing to Keshab. He asked me, 'Sir, is
there an after-life?' I didn't commit myself either way. I said that the
potters put their pots in the sun to bake. Among them you see both baked and
soft pots. Sometimes cattle trample over them. When the baked pots are broken,
the potters throw them away; but when the soft ones are broken they keep them.
They mix them with water and put the clay on the wheel and make new pots. They
don't throwaway the unbaked pots. So I said to Keshab: 'The Potter won't let
you go as long as you are unbaked. He will put you on the wheel of the world as
long as you have not attained Knowledge, as long as you have not realized Him.
He won't let you go. You will have to return to the earth again and again;
there is no escape. You will be liberated only when you realize God. Then alone
will the Potter let you go. It is because then you won't serve any purpose in
this world of māyā.' The Jnāni has gone beyond māyā. What will he do in
this world of māyā?
"But God keeps some jnanis in the world of māyā
to be teachers of men. In order to teach others the Jnāni lives in the
world with the help of Vidyā-māyā. It is God Himself who keeps the Jnāni
in the world for His work. Such was the case with Sukadeva and Sankaracharya.
Duties of life
(To BANKIM, smiling) "Well, what do you say
about man's duties?"
BANKIM (smiling): "If you ask me about them, I should say they are eating, sleeping, and sex-life."
MASTER scolds BANKIM
MASTER (sharply): "Eh? You are very
saucy! What you do day and night comes out through your mouth. A man belches
what he eats. If he eats radish, he belches radish; if he eats green coconut,
he belches green coconut. Day and night you live in the midst of 'woman and
gold'; so your mouth utters words about that alone. By constantly thinking of
worldly things a man becomes calculating and deceitful. On the other hand, he
becomes guileless by thinking of God. A man who has seen God will never say
what you have just said. What will a pundit's scholarship profit him if he does
not think of God and has no discrimination and renunciation? Of what use is
erudition if the mind dwells on 'woman and gold'?
"Kites and vultures soar very high indeed, but their
gaze is fixed only on the charnel-pit. The pundit has no doubt studied many
books and scriptures; he may rattle off their texts, or he may have written
books. But if he is attached to women, if he thinks of money and honour as the
essential things, will you call him a pundit? How can a man be a pundit if his
mind does not dwell on God?
Devotees and the worldly-minded
"Some
may say about the devotees: 'Day and night these people speak about God. They
are crazy; they have lost their heads. But how clever we are! How we enjoy
pleasure-money, honour, the senses!' The crow, too thinks he is a clever bird;
but the first thing he does when he wakes up in the early morning is to fill
his stomach with nothing but others' filth. Haven't you noticed how he struts
about? Very clever indeed!"
There was dead silence.
SRI RAMAKRISHNA continued: "But like the swan
are those who think of God, who pray day and night to get rid of their
attachment to worldly things and their love for 'woman and gold', who do not
enjoy anything except the nectar of the Lotus Feet of the Lord, and to whom
worldly pleasures taste bitter. If you put a mixture of milk and water before
the swan, it will leave the water and drink only the milk. And haven't you
noticed the gait of a swan? It goes straight ahead in one direction. So it is
with genuine devotees: they go toward God alone. They seek nothing else; they
enjoy nothing else.
(Tenderly, to BANKIM) "Please don't take offence at my
words."
BANKIM: "Sir, I haven't come here to
hear sweet things."
MASTER (to BANKIM): "'Woman and gold'
alone is the world; that alone is māyā. Because of it you cannot see or think
of God. After the birth of one or two children, husband and wife should live as
brother and sister and talk only of God. Then both their minds will be drawn to
God, and the wife will be a help to the husband on the path of spirituality.
None can taste divine bliss without giving up his animal feeling. A devotee
should pray to God to help him get rid of this feeling. It. must be a
sincere prayer. God is our Inner Controller; He will certainly listen to our
prayer if it is sincere.
"And 'gold'. Sitting on the bank of the Ganges below
the Panchavati, I used to say, 'Rupee is clay and clay is rupee;' Then I threw
both into the Ganges."
BANKIM: "Indeed! Money is clay! Sir,
if you have a few pennies you can help the poor. If money is clay, then a man
cannot give in charity or do good to others."
Charity -The sannyāsi's duty
MASTER (to BANKIM): "Charity! Doing
good! How dare you say you can do good to others? Man struts about so much; but
if one pours foul water into his mouth when he is asleep, he doesn't even know
it; his mouth overflows with it. Where are his boasting, his vanity, his pride,
then?
"A sannyāsi must give up 'woman and gold'; he cannot
accept it any more. One must not swallow one's own spittle. When a
sannyāsi gives something to another, he knows that it is not himself who gives.
Kindness belongs to God alone. How can a man lay claim to it? Charity depends
on the will of Rāma. A true sannyāsi renounces 'woman and gold' both
mentally and outwardly. He who eats no molasses must not even keep molasses
about. If he does, and yet tells others not to eat it, they won't listen to
him.
"A householder, of course, needs money, for he has a
wife and children. He should save up to feed them. They say that the bird and
the sannyāsi should not provide for the future. But the mother bird brings food
in her mouth for her chicks; so she too provides. A householder needs money. He
has to support his family.
The householder's duty
"If
a householder is a genuine devotee he performs his duties without attachment;
he surrenders the fruit of his work to God-his gain or loss, his pleasure or
pain-and day and night he prays for devotion and for nothing else. This is
called motiveless work, the performance of duty without attachment. A sannyāsi,
too, must do all his work in that spirit of detachment; but he has no worldly
duties to attend to, like a householder.
"If a householder gives in charity in a spirit of
detachment, he is really doing good to himself and not to others. It is God
alone that he serves- God, who dwells in all beings; and when he serves God, he
is really doing good to himself and not to others. If a man thus serves God
through all beings, not through men alone but through animals and other living
beings as well; if he doesn't seek name and fame, or heaven after death; if he
doesn't seek any return from those he serves; if he can carry on his work of
service in this spirit-then he performs truly selfless work, work without
attachment. Through such selfless work he does good to himself. This is called
karma yoga. This too is a way to realize God. But it is very difficult, and not
suited to the Kaliyuga.
"Therefore I say, he who works in such a detached
spirit-who is kind and charitable-benefits only himself. Helping others, doing
good to others-this is the work of God alone, who for men has created the sun
and moon, father and mother, fruits, flowers, and corn. The love that you see
in parents is God's love: He has given it to them to preserve His creation. The
compassion that you see in the kind-hearted is God's compassion: He has given
it to them to protect the helpless. Whether you are charitable or not, He will
have His work done somehow or other. Nothing can stop His work.
"What then is man's duty? What else can it be? It is
just to take refuge in God and to pray to Him with a yearning heart for His
vision.
Difficulty of karma-yoga
"Sambhu
said to me: 'It is my desire to build a large number of hospitals and dispensaries.
Thus I can do much good to the poor.' I said to him: 'Yes, that is not bad if
you can do it in a detached spirit. But to be detached is very difficult unless
you sincerely love God. And further, if you entangle yourself in many
activities, you will be attached to them in a way unknown to yourself. You may
think you have no motive behind your work, but perhaps there has already grown
a desire for fame and the advertising of your name. Then again, if you are
entangled in too many activities, the pressure of them will make you forget
God.' I also said to him: 'Sambhu, let me ask you one thing. If God appears
before you, will you want Him or a number of hospitals and dispensaries?' If
one realizes God, one doesn't enjoy anything else. One who has tasted syrup of
sugar candy cannot enjoy a drink made from common treacle.
"Those who build hospitals and dispensaries, and get
pleasure from that, are no doubt good people; but they are of a different type.
He who is a real devotee of God seeks nothing but God. If he finds himself
entangled in too much work, he earnestly prays, 'Lord, be gracious and reduce
my work; my mind, which should think of Thee day and night, has been wasting
its power; it thinks of worldly things alone.' Pure-souled devotees are in a class
by themselves. You cannot have real love of God unless you know that God alone
is real and all else illusory. You cannot have real love of God unless you know
that the world is impermanent, only of two days' existence, while its Creator
alone is real and eternal. "Janaka and sages like him worked in the world
at the command of God.
Spirituality and book-learning
(To
BANKIM)
"Some people think that God cannot be realized without the study of books
and scriptures. They think that first of all one should learn of this world and
its creatures; that first of all one should study 'science'. (All laugh.) They
think that one cannot realize God without first understanding His creation.
Which comes first, 'science' or God? What do you say?"
BANKIM: "I too think that we should
first of all know about the different things of the world. How can we know of
God without knowing something of this world? We should first learn from
books."
MASTER: "That's the one cry from all
of you. But God comes first and then the creation. After attaining God you can
know everything else, if it is necessary.
"If you can somehow get yourself introduced to Jadu Mallick, then you will be able to learn, if you want to, the number of his houses and gardens and the amount of his money invested in government securities. Jadu Mallick himself will tell you all about them. But if you haven't met him and if you are stopped by his door-keepers when you try to enter his house, then how will you get the correct information about his houses, gardens, and government securities? When you know God you know all else; but then you don't care to know small things. The same thing is stated in the Vedas. You talk about the virtues of a person as long as you haven't seen him, but no sooner does he appear before you than all such talk stops. You are beside yourself with joy simply to be with him. You feel overwhelmed by simply conversing with him. You don't talk about his virtues any more.
"First realize God, then think of the creation and
other things. Valmiki was given the name of Rāma to repeat as his mantra, but
was told at first to repeat 'mara'. 'Ma' means God and 'ra' the world. First
God and then the world. If you know one you know all. If you put fifty zeros
after a one, you have a large sum; but erase the one and nothing remains. It is
the one that makes the many. First one, then many. First God, then His creatures
and the world.
God and the world
"The
one thing you need is to realize God. Why do you bother so much about the
world, creation, 'science', and all that? Your business is to eat mangoes. What
need have you to know how many hundreds of trees there are in the orchard, how
many thousands of branches, and how many millions of leaves? You have come to
the garden to eat mangoes. Go and eat them. Man is born in this world to
realize God; it is not good to forget that and divert the mind to other things.
You have come to eat mangoes. Eat the mangoes and be happy."
BANKIM: "Where do we get the
mangoes?"
MASTER: "Pray to God with a longing
heart. He will surely listen to your prayer if it is sincere. Perhaps He will
direct you to holy men with whom you can keep company; and that will help you
on your spiritual path. Perhaps someone will tell you, 'Do this and you will
attain God.'"
BANKIM: "Who? The guru? He enjoys all
the good mangoes himself and gives us the bad ones!" (Laughter.)
MASTER: "Why should that be so? The
mother knows what food suits the stomachs of her different children. Can all of
them digest pilau and Kalia? Suppose a fish has been procured. The mother
doesn't give pilau and Kalia to all the children. For the weak child with
a poor stomach she prepares simple soup. But does that mean she loves him the
less?
Faith in guru
"One
must have faith in the guru's words. The guru is none other than Satchidananda.
God Himself is the Guru. If you only believe his words like a child, you will
realize God. What faith a child has! When a child's mother says to him about a
certain man, 'He is your brother', the child believes he really is his brother.
The child believes it one hundred and twenty-five percent, though he may be the
son of a brahmin, and the man the son of a blacksmith. The mother says to the
child, 'There is a bugaboo in that room', and the child really believes there
is a bugaboo in the room. Such is the faith of a child! One must have this
childlike faith in the guru's words. God cannot be realized by a mind that is
hypocritical, calculating, or argumentative. One must have faith and sincerity.
Hypocrisy will not do. To the sincere, God is very near; but He is far, far
away from the hypocrite.
Yearning for God-vision
"One
must have for God the yearning of a child. The child sees nothing but confusion
when his mother is away. You may try to cajole him by putting a sweetmeat in
his hand; but he will not be fooled. He only says, 'No, I want to go to my
mother.' One must feel such yearning for God. Ah, what yearning! How restless a
child feels for his mother! Nothing can make him forget his mother. He to whom
the enjoyment of worldly happiness appears tasteless, he who takes no delight
in anything of the world-money, name, creature comforts, sense pleasure-,
becomes sincerely grief-stricken for the vision of the Mother. And to him alone
the Mother comes running, leaving all Her other duties.
"Ah, that restlessness is the whole thing. Whatever
path you follow-whether you are a Hindu, a Mussalman, a Christian, a Sakta, a
Vaishnava, or a Brahmo-the vital point is restlessness. God is our Inner Guide.
It doesn't matter if you take a wrong path-only you must be restless for Him.
He Himself will put you on the right path.
"Besides, there are errors in all paths. Everyone thinks his watch is right; but as a matter of fact no watch is absolutely right. But that doesn't hamper one's work. If a man is restless for God he gains the company of sādhus and as far as possible corrects his own watch with the sādhu's help."
"Besides, there are errors in all paths. Everyone thinks his watch is right; but as a matter of fact no watch is absolutely right. But that doesn't hamper one's work. If a man is restless for God he gains the company of sādhus and as far as possible corrects his own watch with the sādhu's help."
Trailokya of the Brahmo Samaj began to sing. Presently SRI RAMAKRISHNA
stood up and lost consciousness of the outer world. He became completely indrawn,
absorbed in samādhi. The devotees stood around him in a circle. Pushing
aside the crowd, BANKIM came near the MASTER and began to watch him attentively.
He had never seen anyone in samādhi.
After a few minutes SRI RAMAKRISHNA regained partial consciousness
and began to dance in an ecstatic mood. It was a never-to-be-forgotten
scene. BANKIM
and his Anglicized friends looked at him in amazement. Was this the
God-intoxicated state? The devotees also watched him with wondering eyes.
The singing and dancing over, the MASTER touched the ground with his
forehead, saying, 'Bhagavata - Bhakta - Bhagavan! Salutations to the jnanis,
yogis, and bhaktas! Salutations to all!" He sat down again and all sat
around him.
BANKIM (to the MASTER): "Sir, how can one
develop divine love?"
MASTER: "Through restlessness-the
restlessness a child feels for his mother. The child feels bewildered when he
is separated from his mother, and weeps longingly for her. If a man can weep
like that for God he can even see Him.
"At the approach of dawn the eastern horizon becomes
red. Then one knows it will soon be sunrise. Likewise, if you see a person
restless for God, you can be pretty certain that he hasn't long to wait for His
vision.
"A disciple asked his teacher, 'Sir, please tell me how
I can see God.' 'Come with me,' said the guru, 'and I shall show you.' He took
the disciple to a lake, and both of them got into the water. Suddenly the
teacher pressed the disciple's head under the water. After a few moments he
released him and the disciple raised his head and stood up. The guru asked him,
'How did you feel?' The disciple said, 'Oh! I thought I should die; I was
panting for breath.' The teacher said, 'When you feel like that for God, then
you will know you haven't long to wait for His vision.'
(To BANKIM) "Let me tell you something. What
will you gain by floating on the surface? Dive a little under the water. The
gems lie deep under the water; so what is the good of throwing your arms and
legs about on the surface? A real gem is heavy. It doesn't float; it sinks to
the bottom. To get the real gem you must dive deep."
BANKIM: "Sir, what can we do? We are
tied to a cork. It prevents us from diving." (All laugh.)
MASTER: "All sins vanish if one only
remembers God. His name breaks the fetters of death. You must dive; otherwise
you can't get the gem. Listen to a song."
The
MASTER
sang in his sweet voice:
Dive deep, O mind, dive deep in the Ocean of God's
Beauty;
If you descend to the uttermost depths,
There you will find the gem of Love.
If you descend to the uttermost depths,
There you will find the gem of Love.
Go seek, O mind, go seek Vrindāvan in your heart,
Where with His loving devotees
Sri Krishna sports eternally.
Where with His loving devotees
Sri Krishna sports eternally.
Light up, O mind, light up true wisdom's shining
lamp,
And let it burn with steady flame
Unceasingly within your heart.
And let it burn with steady flame
Unceasingly within your heart.
Who is it that steers your boat across the solid
earth?
It is your guru, says Kubir;
Meditate on his holy feet.
It is your guru, says Kubir;
Meditate on his holy feet.
All listened spellbound. Again SRI RAMAKRISHNA began to talk.
MASTER (to BANKIM): "There are some
who do not want to dive. They say, 'Won't we become deranged if we go to excess
about God?' Referring to those who are intoxicated with divine love, they say,
'These people have lost their heads.' But they don't understand this simple
thing: God is the Ocean of Amrita, Immortality. Once I said to NARENDRA:
'Suppose there were a cup of syrup and you were a fly. Where would you sit to
drink the syrup?' NARENDRA said, 'I would sit on the edge of the
cup and stretch out my neck to drink it.' 'Why?' I asked. 'What's the harm of
plunging into the middle of the cup and drinking the syrup?' NARENDRA
answered, 'Then I should stick in the syrup and die.' 'My child,' I said to
him, 'that isn't the nature of the Nectar of Satchidananda. It is the Nectar of
Immortality. Man does not die from diving into It. On the contrary he becomes
immortal.'
"Therefore I say, dive deep. Don't be afraid. By diving
deep in God one becomes immortal."
BANKIM bowed low before the MASTER.
He was about to take his leave.
BANKIM: "Sir, I am not such an idiot
as you may think. I have a prayer to make. Please be kind enough to grace my
house with the dust of your holy feet."
MASTER: "That's nice. I shall go if
God wills."
BANKIM: "There too you will see
devotees of God."
MASTER (smiling): "How so? What kind
of devotees are they? Are they like those who said, 'Gopal! Gopal! Kesava!
Kesava!'?" (All laugh.)
A DEVOTEE: "What is the story of 'Gopal', sir?"
MASTER (smiling): "Let me tell you.
At a certain place there is a goldsmith's shop. The workers there are known as
pious Vaishnavas: they have strings of beads around their necks, religious
marks on their foreheads, and bags containing rosaries in their hands. They
repeat the names of God aloud. One can almost call them sādhus; only they have
to work as goldsmiths to earn their bread and support their wives and children.
Many customers, hearing of their piety, come to the shop because they believe
that in that shop there will be no trickery with their gold or silver. When the
customers enter the shop, they see the workers repeating the name of Hari with
their tongues and doing their work with their hands. No sooner do the customers
take seats in the shop than one of the workers cries out, 'Kesava! Kesava!
Kesava!' A few minutes later another says, 'Gopal! Gopal! Gopal!' After they
talk a little while, the third man cries out, 'Hari! Hari! Hari!' In the mean
time the customers have almost finished their transactions. Then the fourth
exclaims, 'Hara! Hara! Hara!' The customers are very much impressed with the
devotion and fervour of the owners and feel themselves quite secure in handing
them the money. They are sure they won't be cheated.
"But do you know what lies behind all this? The man who
says 'Kesava! Kesava!' after the arrival of the customers means, 'Who are
they?' In other words, he wants to know how intelligent they are. The man who
says 'Gopal! Gopal!' means to say he finds them no better than a herd of cows.
The man saying 'Hari! Hari!' means, 'May I rob them?'; he suggests that since
they are like a herd of cows they can be robbed. And the last man, who says
'Hara! Hara!', replies, 'Yes, rob them.' He means that since the customers are
like a herd of cows, they can certainly be robbed. Here, too, you see a group
of pious men, very much devoted to God!" (All laugh.)
BANKIM took his leave; but he was
absent-minded. When he reached the door he discovered that he had dropped his
shawl in the room; he was in his short-sleeves. A gentleman handed him his
shawl.
Of the devotees at ADHAR's house, Sarat and Sannyal were
brahmins. But ADHAR
belonged to the lower caste of the goldsmiths, and so the two brahmins quickly
left, lest they should be pressed by their host to take their meal there. Sarat
and Sannyal had been coming to the MASTER only a short time and did not know how fond
the MASTER
was of ADHAR.
The MASTER
used to say that. the devotees formed a separate caste by themselves; among
them there could be no caste distinction.
ADHAR entertained the MASTER
and the devotees with a feast. It was quite late in the evening when the
devotees returned home, cherishing in their hearts the image of the MASTER
in his spiritual ecstasy and remembering his words of great wisdom.
Since
BANKIM
had invited SRI
RAMAKRISHNA to visit his home, the MASTER a few days later sent Girish
and M. to his Calcutta residence. At that time BANKIM had a long discussion
with these two devotees about the MASTER. He told them that he wanted to visit SRI RAMAKRISHNA
again. But his desire was not fulfilled.
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