Translated into English by
Swami Nikhilananda
Published by :
Sri Ramakrishna Math
Chennai, India
Chapter 2
IN THE
COMANY OF DEVLOTEES
MARCH 11 1882
Master at Balaram's house
ABOUT
EIGHT O'CLOCK in the morning Sri Ramakrishna went as planned to Balaram Bose's house
in Calcutta. It was the day of the Dolayatra. Ram, Manomohan, Rakhal,
Nityagopal, and other devotees were with him. M., too, came, as bidden by the
Master.
Devotees in trance
The
devotees and the Master sang and danced in a state of divine fervour. Several
of them were in an ecstatic mood. Nityagopal's chest glowed with the upsurge of
emotion, and Rakhal lay on the floor in ecstasy, completely unconscious of the
world. The Master put his hand on Rakhal's chest and said: "Peace. Be
quiet." This was Rakhal's first experience of ecstasy. He lived with his
father in Calcutta and now and then visited the Master at Dakshineswar. About
this time he had studied a short while in Vidyasagar's school at Syampukur.
When the music
was over, the devotees sat down for their meal. Balaram stood there humbly,
like a servant. Nobody would have taken him for the master of the house. M. was
still a stranger to the devotees, having met only Narendra at Dakshineswar.
A few days later
M. visited the Master at Dakshineswar. It was between four and five o'clock in
the afternoon. The Master and he were sitting on the steps of the Śiva temples.
Looking at the temple of Radhakanta, across the courtyard, the Master went into
an ecstatic mood.
Since his nephew
Hriday's dismissal from the temple, Sri Ramakrishna had been living without an
attendant. On account of his frequent spiritual moods he could hardly take care
of himself. The lack of an attendant caused him great inconvenience.
Bigotry condemned
Sri
Ramakrishna was talking to Kāli, the Divine Mother of the Universe. He said:
"Mother, everyone says, 'My watch alone is right.' The Christians, the
Brahmos, the Hindus, the Mussalmans, all say, 'My religion alone is true.' But,
Mother, the fact is that nobody's watch is right. Who can truly understand
Thee? But if a man prays to Thee with a yearning heart, he can reach Thee,
through Thy grace, by any path. Mother, show me some time how the Christians
pray to Thee in their churches. But Mother, what will people say if I go in? Suppose
they make a fuss! Suppose they don't allow me to enter the Kāli temple again!
Well then, show me the Christian worship from the door of the church."
The mind's inability to comprehend God
Another
day the Master was seated on the small couch in his room, with his usual
beaming countenance. M. arrived with Kalikrishna, who did not know where his
friend M. was taking him. He had only been told: "If you want to see
a grog-shop, then come with me. You will see a huge jar of wine there." M.
related this to Sri Ramakrishna, who laughed about it. The Master said:
"The bliss of worship and communion with God is the true wine, the wine of
ecstatic love. The goal of human life is to love God, Bhakti is the one
essential thing. To know God through jnāna and reasoning is extremely
difficult."
Then the Master
sang:
Who is there that can understand what Mother Kāli
is?
Even the six darsanas are powerless to reveal Her....
Even the six darsanas are powerless to reveal Her....
The Master said,
again: "The one goal of life is to cultivate love for God, the love that the
milkmaids, the milkmen, and the cowherd boys of Vrindāvan felt for Krishna.
When Krishna went away to Mathura, the cowherds roamed about weeping bitterly
because of their separation from Him."
Saying this the
Master sang, with his eyes turned upward:
Just now I saw a youthful cowherd
With a young calf in his arms;
There he stood, by one hand holding
The branch of a young tree.
"Where are You, Brother Kanai?" he cried;
But "Kanai" scarcely could he utter;
"Ka" was as much as he could say.
He cried, "Where are You, Brother?"
And his eyes were filled with tears.
When M. heard
this song of the Master's, laden with love, his eyes were moist with tears.
April 2, 1882
Master's visit to Keshab
Sri
Ramakrishna was sitting in the drawing-room of Keshab Chandra Sen's house in
Calcutta; it was five o'clock in the afternoon. When Keshab was told of his
arrival, he came to the drawing-room dressed to go out, for he was about to
call on a sick friend. Now he cancelled his plan. The Master said to him:
"You have so many things to attend to. Besides, you have to edit a
newspaper. You have no time to come to Dakshineswar; so I have come to see you.
When I heard of your illness I vowed green coconut and sugar to the Divine
Mother for your recovery. I said to Her, 'Mother, if something happens to
Keshab, with whom shall I talk in Calcutta?' "
Sri Ramakrishna
spoke to Pratap and the other Brahmo devotees. M. was seated near by. Pointing
to him, the Master said to Keshab: "Will you please ask him why he
doesn't come to Dakshineswar any more? He repeatedly tells me he is not
attached to his wife and children." M. had been paying visits to the
Master for about a month; his absence for a time from Dakshineswar called forth
this remark. Sri Ramakrishna had asked M. to write to him, if his coming were
delayed.
Pundit Samadhyayi
was present. The Brahmo devotees introduced him to Sri Ramakrishna as a scholar
well versed in the Vedas and the other scriptures. The Master said, "Yes,
I can see inside him through his eyes, as one can see the objects in a room
through the glass door."
Trailokya sang.
Suddenly the Master stood up and went into samādhi, repeating the Mother's
name. Coming down a little to the plane of sense consciousness, he danced
and sang:
I drink no ordinary wine,
but Wine of Everlasting Bliss,
As I repeat my Mother Kāli's name;
It so intoxicates my mind that people take me to be drunk!
First my guru gives molasses for the making of the Wine;
My longing is the ferment to transform it.
Knowledge, the maker of the Wine, prepares it for me then;
And when it is done, my mind imbibes it from the bottle of the mantra,
Taking the Mother's name to make it pure.
Drink of this Wine, says Ramprasad, and the four fruits of life are yours.
As I repeat my Mother Kāli's name;
It so intoxicates my mind that people take me to be drunk!
First my guru gives molasses for the making of the Wine;
My longing is the ferment to transform it.
Knowledge, the maker of the Wine, prepares it for me then;
And when it is done, my mind imbibes it from the bottle of the mantra,
Taking the Mother's name to make it pure.
Drink of this Wine, says Ramprasad, and the four fruits of life are yours.
.
The
Master looked at Keshab tenderly, as if Keshab were his very own. He seemed to
fear that Keshab might belong to someone else, that is to say, that he might
become a worldly person. Looking at him, the Master sang again:
Quoting the last part of the song, he said to Keshab: "That is to say, renounce everything and call on God. He alone is real; all else is illusory. Without the realization of God everything is futile. This is the great secret."
We are afraid to speak, and
yet we are afraid to keep still;
Our minds, O Radha, half believe that we are about to lose you!
We tell you the secret that we know -
The secret whereby we ourselves, and others, with our help,
Have passed through many a time of peril;
Now it all depends on you
Quoting the last part of the song, he said to Keshab: "That is to say, renounce everything and call on God. He alone is real; all else is illusory. Without the realization of God everything is futile. This is the great secret."
The Master sat
down again and began to converse with the devotees. For a while he listened to
a piano recital, enjoying it like a child. Then he was taken to the inner
apartments, where he was served with refreshments and the ladies saluted him.
As the Master was
leaving Keshab's house, the Brahmo devotees accompanied him respectfully to his
carriage.
Sunday, April 9, 1882
Sri
Ramakrishna was seated with his devotees in the drawing-room of Prankrishna
Mukherji's house in Calcutta; it was between one and two o'clock in the
afternoon. Since Colonel Viswanath4 lived in that neighbourhood, the Master
intended to visit him before going to see Keshab at the Lily Cottage. A number
of neighbours and other friends of Prankrishna had been invited to meet Sri
Ramakrishna. They were all eager to hear his words.
God and His glory & Dangers of worldly life
MASTER:
"God and His glory. This universe is His glory. People see His glory and
forget everything. They do not seek God, whose glory is this world. All seek to
enjoy 'woman and gold'. But there is too much misery and worry in that. This
world is like the whirlpool of the Viśālākśi. Once a boat gets into it there is
no hope of its rescue. Again, the world is like a thorny bush: you have hardly
freed yourself from one set of thorns before you find yourself entangled in
another. Once you enter a labyrinth you find it very difficult to get out.
Living in the world, a man becomes seared, as it were."
A DEVOTEE:
"Then what is the way, sir?"
Prayer and holy company & Earnest longing
MASTER:
"Prayer and the company of holy men. You cannot get rid of an ailment
without the help of a physician. But it is not enough to be in the company of
religious people only for a day. You should constantly seek it, for the disease
has become chronic. Again, you can't understand the pulse rightly unless you
live with a physician. Moving with him constantly, you learn to distinguish
between the pulse of phlegm and the pulse of bile."
DEVOTEE:
"What is the good of holy company?"
MASTER: "It
begets yearning for God. It begets love of God. Nothing whatsoever is achieved
in spiritual life without yearning. By constant living in the company of holy
men, the soul becomes restless for God. This yearning is like the state of mind
of a man who has someone ill in the family. His mind is in a state of perpetual
restlessness, thinking how the sick person may be cured. Or again, one should
feel a yearning for God like the yearning of a man who has lost his job and is
wandering from one office to another in search of work. If he is rejected at a
certain place which has no vacancy, he goes there again the next day and
inquires, 'Is there an vacancy today?'
"There is
another way: earnestly praying to God. God is our very own. We should say to
Him: 'O God, what is Thy nature? Reveal Thyself to me. Thou must show Thyself
to me; for why else hast Thou created me?' Some Sikh devotees once said to me,
'God is full of compassion.' I said: 'But why should we call Him compassionate?
He is our Creator. What is there to be wondered at if He is kind to us? Parents
bring up their children. Do you call that an act of kindness? They must act
that way.' Therefore we should force our demands on God. He is our Father and
Mother, isn't He? If the son demands his patrimony and gives up food and drink
in order to enforce his demand, then the parents hand his share over to him
three years before the legal time. Or when the child demands some pice from his
mother, and says over and over again: 'Mother, give me a couple of pice. I beg
you on my knees!' - then the mother, seeing his earnestness, and unable to bear
it any more, tosses the money to him.
"There is
another benefit from holy company. It helps one cultivate discrimination
between the Real and the unreal. God alone is the Real, that is to say, the
Eternal Substance, and the world is unreal, that is to say, transitory. As soon
as a man finds his mind wandering away to the unreal, he should apply
discrimination. The moment an elephant stretches out its trunk to eat a
plantain-tree in a neighbour's garden, it gets a blow from the iron goad of the
driver."
Explanation of evil
A
NEIGHBOUR: "Why does a man have sinful tendencies?"
MASTER:
"In God's creation there are all sorts of things. He has created bad men
as well as good men. It is He who gives us good tendencies, and it is He again
who gives us evil tendencies."
NEIGHBOUR:
"In that at case we aren't responsible for our sinful actions, are we?"
MASTER: "Sin
begets its own result. This is God's law. Won't you burn our tongue if you chew
a chilli? In his youth Mathur6 led a rather fast life; so he suffered from
various diseases before his death.
"One may not
realize this in youth. I have looked into the hearth in the kitchen of the Kāli
temple when logs are being burnt. At first the wet wood burns rather well. It
doesn't seem then that it contains much moisture. But when the wood is
sufficiently burnt, all the moisture runs back to one end. At last water squirts
from the fuel and puts out the fire.
"So one
should be careful about anger, passion, and greed. Take, for instance, the case
of Hanuman. In a fit of anger he burnt Ceylon. At last he remembered that Sita
was living in the aśoka grove. Then he began to tremble lest the fire should
injure her."
NEIGHHBOUR:
"Why has God created wicked people?"
MASTER:
"That is His will, His play. In His maya there exists avidyā as well as
vidyā. Darkness is needed too. It reveals all the more the glory of light.
There is no doubt that anger, lust, and greed are evils. Why, then, has God
created them? In order to create saints. A man becomes a saint by conquering
the senses. Is there anything impossible for a man who has subdued his
passions? He can even realize God, through His grace. Again, see how His whole
play of creation is perpetuated through lust.
"Wicked
people are needed too. At one time the tenants of an estate became unruly. The
landlord had to send Golak Choudhury, who was a ruffian. He was such a harsh
administrator that the tenants trembled at the very mention of his name.
"There is
need of everything. Once Sita said to her Husband: 'Rama, it would be grand if
every house in Ayhodhya were a mansion! I find many houses old and
dilapidated.' 'But, my dear,' said Rama, 'if all the houses were beautiful
ones, what would the masons do?' (Laughter.) God has created all kinds of
things. He has created good trees, and poisonous plants and weeds as well.
Among the animals there are good, bad, and all kinds of creatures - tigers,
lions, snakes, and so on."
Washing away the heart's impurities with tears
NEIGHTBOUR:
"Sir, is it ever possible to realize God while leading the life of a
householder?"
MASTER:
"Certainly. But as I said just now, one must live in holy company and pray
unceasingly. One should weep for God. When the impurities of the mind are thus
washed away, one realizes God. The mind is like a needle covered with mud, and
God is like a magnet. The needle cannot be united with the magnet unless it is
free from mud. Tears wash away the mud, which is nothing but lust, anger,
greed, and other evil tendencies, and the inclination to worldly enjoyments as
well. As soon as the mud is washed away, the magnet attracts the needle, that
is to say, man realizes God. Only the pure in heart see God. A fever patient
has an excess of the watery element in his system. What can quinine do for him
unless that is removed?
"Why
shouldn't one realize God while living in the world? But, as I said, one must
live in holy company, pray to God, weeping for His grace, and now and then go
into solitude. Unless the plants on a foot-path are protected at first by
fences, they are destroyed by cattle."
Need of a guru
NEIGHBOUR:
"Then householders, too, will have the vision of God, won't they?"
MASTER:
"Everybody will surely be liberated. But one should follow the
instructions of the guru; if one follows a devious path, one will suffer in
trying to retrace one's steps. It takes a long time to achieve liberation. A
man may fail to obtain it in this life. Perhaps he will realize God only after
many births. Sages like Janaka performed worldly duties. They performed them,
bearing God in their minds, as a dancing-girl dances, keeping jars or trays on
her head. Haven't you seen how the women in northwest India walk, talking and
laughing while carrying water-pitchers on their beads?"
NEIGHBOUR:
"You just referred to the instructions of the guru. How shall we find
him?"
MASTER:
"Anyone and everyone cannot be a guru. A huge timber floats on the water
and can carry animals as well. But a piece of worthless wood sinks, if a man
sits on it, and drowns him. Therefore in every age God incarnates Himself as
the guru, to teach humanity. Satchidananda alone is the guru.
"What is
knowledge? And what is the nature of this ego? 'God alone is the Doer, and none
else' - that is knowledge. I am not the doer; I am a mere instrument in His
hand. Therefore I say: 'O Mother, Thou art the Operator and I am the machine.
Thou art the Indweller and I am the house. Thou art the Driver and I am the
carriage. I move as Thou movest me. I do as Thou makest me do. I speak as Thou
makest me speak. Not I, not I, but Thou, but Thou.' "
From
Prankrishna's house the Master went to Colonel Viswanath's and from there to
the Lily Cottage.
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